I keep seeing all these journals and all this stuff about "quitting" Utau.. I wanna state something.
I'm not quitting, I use utau when i want
to. And I don't use utau to get famous, I use it because I think it's fun and cool to hear my voice sing when I myself can't. If I find a song I like that has a UST, odds are, I'll cover it. Since I'm not too good at pitch bends or anything like that, I tend to just use the UST the way it is, unless there's a derp here and there. But here's the thing. I'm happy with it, and that's what matters. Instead of focusing on drama that goes on in this silly fandom, I'd rather enjoy the aspect of creating something that could never be heard before; may it be CRI singing, or Horo singing, it just amazes me that my voice can do that. Honestly, I wish I could sing, but I can't, at all. I'm awful at it, actually. Using utau just makes me, happy I guess
But if you've noticed I haven't been using Utau recently. That doesn't mean I'm quitting, it just means I've found other means of spending my time, may it be making melodies or drawing, I'm still happy with that. So No, I'm not quitting. I'm just being me.
Also, as of recently, I haven't been talking to many people. Please don't think I hate you. I don't. I'm just shy and sometimes I shimmy out of conversations.. And if I removed you on skype, don't think I hate you, it's just I don't talk to you enough to feel the need to have you on there.. Hell I had over a 100 contacts at one point, and as of recently I've been talking to about 5. If not less.
I'm only human, I'm sorry if I can't talk to you all at once. Please don't think I hate you or anything.. I really don't. It really upsets me when people assume that, especially if they've been nothing but nice to me.
I'm sorry if I can't always be there, but sometimes I have issues of my own to sort out. All of us handle our difficulties differently, I tend to handle mine by going invisible, and only talking to a few people. Sure I sound fine in a skype call like all is chipper but I just don't want people to have to worry about me. If I don't talk to you it doesn't mean that I don't like you or don't wanna be your friend, sometimes shit just happens and I'm sorry but I can't always push my feelings aside to deal with others issues as much as I want to I just can't.