Sorta upset, don't quite know why I'm saying this

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Please don't take it personally. I know, today is the first day of summer break. It's just, I feel like I started tenth grade a day ago. Thinking back, I did nothing significant outside of the computer. I even missed a convention because of it. So, while the majority of my friends in real life party it up, I just sit here and sorta do what I always do. After a while, the same thing over and over gets… upsetting. I just wanna do something with my life outside the computer. I might just be overreacting, but I really want to cry. I don't know how I'm gunna get anywhere in life by just sitting here not pulling my own weight. I'm sorry if I ignore any of you. I just don't have the mental stability to multi task at the moment. I'm going to the Psychiatrist this coming Monday, maybe I'll see if this 'depression' I'm feeling is possibly a side effect of one of my medications. I'm also sorry if I make a big deal out of something. I'm just a walking ball of negative emotions at the moment, I'm really sorry.
I love you all, and thanks if you took the time to read that.
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iNeoBlitz's avatar
Trust me, I feel the same alot of the time :c

There really isn't much of a cure except for the feeling of being productive, feeling like you have some worth. That's why I started to draw and post them here on DA tbh. Something else is having things to look forward to in your daily life, maybe Skyping someone or starting a new T.V. series, small things like that :D

If you want I'd be more than happy to call you sometime, we could draw together ;D